Psycho Mutant Caravan

We spent the last two days off, retreating to a beach house on the chesapeke bay (Maryland) we drank lots of Brandy/Whisky. We have 6 shows in a row coming up. Baltimore was a strange time (we arrived late, had to use our own PA.),Buffalo rocked something fierce. Detroit was strange too, but in the end we had a great time. Chicago was cool, as was Milwaukee.
I am tired, last night the animal essence escaped our control and we all played havoc in the land of carnage. Nakedness and psycho full moon behavior ran rampant on the shores of savage animal freedom. I am still recovering from various forms of heartbreak & spiritual decay. Was it fun.. YES. NO. and whatever. I am still hoping to meet new blood. I noticed someone who posted after witnessing our deliverance in Detroit was curious to meet us again. That makes me happy. That is why I do this, because I am seeking something words alone will never describe. I love you all, I know that sounds corny, hokey, yaddayaddayadda- but that is how I survive. On the dreams of others, feeding and fueling the process. I need fresh blood again, my heart grows weary. Are YOU out there?
I am hurting. Love has wounded me again. I need the energy of inspiration.
I can't wait to play a show aagin. The retreat was nice, but now it is time to bleed for the truth that Apox represents. Fuck Rock Star Crap, we are a tribe. FRIENDS.